I'm such a mess now.
i told
myself not to love you no more.
i told
myself not to let history repeat itself.
but i guess i
couldn't keep myself away from you.
now i feel that i have to spend every single moment with you.
i told you i was afraid you'll leave me again, but you told me you have changed.
i really do see that change you were talking about.
some times i feel this time
I'm gonna be the one screwing things up.
i really
don't want to. i have lost countless of times and i really
don't wish for that to happen again.
i wish this pain that
I'm giving you will end soon.
I'm trying my best to make it up to you.
you know no matter what you'll still be number one to me.
I'm really sorry baby, i never intended for it to end this way tonight.
p.s. i think its love?